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My Broken Existence

Do you ever wish that you could cease to exist? I'm not referring to suicide. I never want to harm myself but what if I could erase my existence? What if I could disappear without a trace, as if I never existed? I often look at my life and search deep down for a sense… Continue reading My Broken Existence

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Life Doesn’t Make Sense

As you grow up, there are a few things that you learn that you should be doing. You learn to conform to certain gender roles and expectations. You learn that you have to go to school to get an education so you can get a good job. Sometimes you even learn to follow specific strict… Continue reading Life Doesn’t Make Sense

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TRUST ISSUES …SO FAMILIAR

To the girl or the boy with all the trust issues, Do you remember the way it felt when you weren't afraid to try? When you didn't know what could go wrong? Step 1. Admitting to yourself that you want that person. Step 2. The slight fear of being rejected. Step 3. The immediate relief… Continue reading TRUST ISSUES …SO FAMILIAR

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The Friendzone: Michael Part 2

Link to The Friendzone: Michael part 1 *********************************************************************** So here I was, once again, confused by my feelings for this man. I was so sure that  we would never get physical again but the one time I let my guard down, I lost all control. It was different from the first time. This time we… Continue reading The Friendzone: Michael Part 2