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My Broken Existence

Do you ever wish that you could cease to exist? I'm not referring to suicide. I never want to harm myself but what if I could erase my existence? What if I could disappear without a trace, as if I never existed? I often look at my life and search deep down for a sense… Continue reading My Broken Existence

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Life Doesn’t Make Sense

As you grow up, there are a few things that you learn that you should be doing. You learn to conform to certain gender roles and expectations. You learn that you have to go to school to get an education so you can get a good job. Sometimes you even learn to follow specific strict… Continue reading Life Doesn’t Make Sense

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Adrift

I'm surrounded by my amazing friends and family. I got lucky with my parents and my brother. I did not choose them, I was handed them on a silver platter. I did choose my friends. I did not exactly orchestrate the timeline of the friendships but I nurtured and worked hard to maintain them. When… Continue reading Adrift

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But Why Are You Really Hurt?

She called me. As soon as I saw her name on the caller ID, I knew something happened because we both dislike talking on the phone. I picked up and said right away, " What's wrong ? " She started with her usual " Soooooooo ,"  followed by a long pause letting me  know that… Continue reading But Why Are You Really Hurt?

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Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

Did you ever have to break up with someone who "didn't deserve it"? Basically, the person is the appropriate height, attractive enough and things are going relatively well. You have no real complaints and they seem to be really happy with you. However, you just know that this is not the person for you. It's… Continue reading Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

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TRUST ISSUES …SO FAMILIAR

To the girl or the boy with all the trust issues, Do you remember the way it felt when you weren't afraid to try? When you didn't know what could go wrong? Step 1. Admitting to yourself that you want that person. Step 2. The slight fear of being rejected. Step 3. The immediate relief… Continue reading TRUST ISSUES …SO FAMILIAR